Sickness, Weariness, and more Rejection

Weariness_by_Eireen

Wow, that title line sounds depressing. But that’s kind of my state right now, dealing with a worsening cold, some serious commitments that leave me strung out, and another form letter telling me my work is “not a good fit”. Yes, it seems that this past week has been the week from hell, or at least my own limited version of it. I have heard some people describe a week which could set your teeth on edge, so mine is really just a whiner’s approximation. Still, I think it’s been pretty sucky and I intend to complain. So consider yourself warned!

Oh, and my apologies to all those who read my site and have been taking part in the superhero challenge, or who are waiting on edits from me and have noticed delays. The events of the past week have been preventing me from being my usual verbose self, not that I’m making excuses. I’ve written and edited sick before, but things have been different lately. That should change soon, but until such time, let me tell what’s been occupying the past few days..

It all started around Wednesday, when I felt the onset of sickness that was characterized by bad headaches, general congestion and stuffiness, and a lack of energy. I figured twenty-four hours would be all I needed to kick it, so when I got a call asking me to fill in for an EA at the school where I work, I accepted it.

There’s a reason they call it “dog tired”

That night, I slept about five hours, worrying I wouldn’t be any better. Somehow, knowing you have to sleep to make the following day work always gives me parasomnia. By morning, I felt like crap and figured there was no way I was making it in. However, the lady who called me and asked me to fill in had already left town – her daughter was having a baby! So instead, I went into school, grabbed the sub list, and began calling everyone on it to see if anyone could take my place. No one was available, except one lady who was also sick but willing to soldier on. That clinched it for me! People were having babies and willing to work sick, so why was I trying to duck out? I decided at that point to officially to suck it up, slug some coffee, and do my damn job!

Well, that didn’t go so well. For starters, I was in the Kindergarten room with the woman I like to call the “micromanager”. She’s nice, but the tendency to explain simple tasks in minute detail, which annoys me! However, silver lining, she was impressed with the way I knew how to use the fancy functions on the printer and gave me a ton of administrative work to do. I like this stuff, so I spent much of the afternoon getting her lessons prepared for the coming weeks.

But of course, there were downsides. For one, it took me three cups of coffee just to keep from passing out. Two, the main child I was responsible for needed to be changed at the end of the day. This was the first time I changed a dirty diaper in my life, and it was one of the most icky experiences I’ve ever had! You don’t put a grown man and a child in a closed room together, as a rule, especially when it involves changing their clothes and cleaning them up. But I got through it and was kind of honored they trusted me enough to do something so sensitive.  Ah, and then came downside number three, which was me being given bus supervision at the end of the day. And clearly, the children picked this day to be extra hyper and constantly be out of their seats and making messes with food and drink (which they are not supposed to have on the damn bus)!

But alas, it all ended and I went home to pass out. My wife was a real sweetheart and took the bus home too, and made dinner so I could rest. I made the mistake of sucking down some beer so I could feel better, which didn’t do me any favors since the next day, the cold was back with a vengeance. And I knew that we had to get up early and go help her brother move the next day, so I tried to get some rest and recoup. Needless to say, Saturday was a real trial! All day we spent cleaning out his cottage, vacuuming up cobwebs, dealing with black mold, and trying to erase ten years of continuous habitation. My feet got soaked from the muddy grounds outside, and once again my head was throbbing and my body aching and sore.

Oh, and when I opened my email to see what I’d missed, I found a letter from the latest magazine I submitted my work to, telling me that Domicile 4.5 was not a “good fit” with their work. They didn’t even mention the numerous articles I sent them, but I assumed their opinions on those were the same. It didn’t help that the message was clearly a form email letter with the field for the title of the submission being left open. That made what was already a hard day even harder! But at least we had some hot pizza and some sack time to compensate.

Today, we go back to help out some more. The moving is largely done, but there’s still some odds and ends to pack up. Then, silver lining again, we will get to see my wife’s family and see the new puppy her mother got! She looks so cute and furry from the photos, so I imagine the day will improve. Ah, but then the weekend is over, and I’m committed to go up north to house sit my parent’s house this Wednesday, their eight cats and my grandmother during mid-week. Sounds like a mini-vacation, but we already did that this past summer; and believe me, it was not a vacation!

As I griped to my wife about last night, when am I supposed to get better here? Unless I don’t get worse today (again), and Monday and Tuesday prove to be restful and incident-free, I’ll be going north a veritable corpse, in danger of infected my grandma. Dammit body, get better! However, I anticipate a third silver lining, as the days up in Comox with little to do but housesit, catsit, and make sure my Grandma is attended to will give me plenty of time to recoup and catch up on all my writing and editing duties. I’m hoping I will be better come Wednesday, and the trip north won’t be like this weekend, feeling half-dead in the midst of highway driving!

Like I said, full of complaints and whininess. In the grand scheme, I got nothing to complain about. I just really need this week to be over, know what I’m saying?

15 Comments ↓

15 Comments on “Sickness, Weariness, and more Rejection”

  1. urbannight November 18, 2012 at 11:15 am #

    I seem to know many people, in various states, that are all sick right now. It seems to be the state of the universe. I keep looking for more posts on the challenge and hoping for none because I’m to sick to be mental challenged right now. I’m almost to sick to be mentally entertained either. Until I watched The Watch and decided I definitely needed more mental stimulation than that offered. Or maybe just more sleep.

    • storiesbywilliams November 18, 2012 at 11:23 am #

      On what challenge, pray tell? The challenge of dealing with sickness?

  2. Vee Villarreal November 18, 2012 at 12:43 pm #

    I hope things start looking up for you soon. It’s difficult to juggle so many challenges at once: work, illness, and writing. Your prolific writing and posts are always an inspiration to a burgeoning blogger, like myself.

  3. rami ungar the writer November 18, 2012 at 1:13 pm #

    Matt, you rest up and tackle the writing/editing when you’re well. As for the short story, did you try sending it to Nth Degree? They took my story, and that was rejected by a magazine or two before it was published.

  4. Scintillatebrightly November 19, 2012 at 2:39 am #

    feel better soon! Hopefully by this weekend you’ll be able to just kick back and relax for a few days.

  5. carolynpageabc November 19, 2012 at 3:17 am #

    Sending good energies your way, Matt.
    Ug; sickness sucks…! ;)

  6. ethelthedean November 19, 2012 at 9:38 am #

    I’m sorry that you are feeling unwell! My best wishes for a speedy recovery :)

  7. Casey Sheridan November 19, 2012 at 11:42 am #

    Lots of fluids and rest is what you need. Get them when you can. Writing and editing can wait. They’ll be there when you’re well. Get well soon.

    • storiesbywilliams November 19, 2012 at 11:54 am #

      I got plenty of fluids this weekend, in the form of rain on my head and water in my boots! God, family is such a mixed blessing sometimes!

  8. khaalidah (@khaalidah) November 19, 2012 at 5:30 pm #

    As my good friend always tells me whenever I’m looking a bit beat and ready to come down with some form of ickiness, “Get some Ester C!” Well, I have’t tried that yet (don’t tell her or she’ll woop me) but Theraflu nighttime is my bestest friend. Lots of fluids, real rest, sans beer and work. Notice how I said “real rest”?
    Hope you’re feeling better.

    • storiesbywilliams November 19, 2012 at 5:56 pm #

      Indeed I did notice that. Thanks and I will totally take that advice!

    • storiesbywilliams November 19, 2012 at 10:13 pm #

      FYI, you have a superhero assignment. Did you get it?

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